Torn

Lately I feel like I can't do anything right with one of my friends. I feel like I'm somehow missing a piece in the puzzle of how I make choices or plans because it doesn't end up the way I imagined. I go into things with the best of intentions but it ends up backfiring on me. It makes me feel really sad because I consider this person to be one of my closest friends. You know the kind. The ones that will be in your life until the day you die playing parchessi in the old people's home.....